Sunday means day off. Usually you use a day off for having fun. Stay at home, talk about some topics with family. Or go shopping some outfits and watch movie. Hang out with friends and visit granny's house (red: grandma). I usually do that too, absolutely make me fresh after a school week. That's normal. But lately i dont 'have' that normal thingy. Am I turning abnormal anw? Everything just mess. Rudely I can say, "I lose my Sunday." Uuuugh, lovely -__- I know I'm not a junior high school student anymore, now I'm high school student. Aku pakai seragam putih-abu, bukan putih-biru. Pelajaranku nambah, nggak hanya muter-muter di matematika-IPA-agama; lebih rumit. The problems are bigger, wider and larger; bukan seputar rebutan cowok. And that's all killing me. I cant pretend by saying "I'm fine, thanks and I love my school".
Yeah, my activities are my choice. I've decided to run them and took the risk. Take the Job Take the Risk, right? You can find other people that undergo the same problem with me, or maybe harder. So I think this isn't such a big problem that can make your head blown up. Just learn how to manage time well, you can solve the problem. Maybe I'm not ready, well I never get problem like this before. I'm not ready of being busy all the time. Not ready of the fact that I cant spend my time with all friends freely now. Sometimes I think, people out there can puzzle this out. Whereas we have the same time in a day. 24 hours. Jadi kenapa aku nggak bisa? Perhaps I have to kick out my habit: LAZINESS. Rasanya kayak ngusir kembaran sendiri, haha twins yang juahaat :)) Udah mendarah-daging banget sih, susah mampus. Hm, meskipun gitu tetep aja liburanku hilang. Feel like wanna scream, "I miss my old Sunday.. oh-lovely. Dont take it you Jackass, GIVE IT BACK TO ME!"
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