Greeting, Twinkies! How's life? Are you doing fine? I hope so. Because life seems getting harder, and need much sweat to swallow it. Consider it a bitter pill you have to drink.
Yeah, I'm still healthy. What a blessed. Quite many activities I've been through, and still alive. I think it's only suggestion. If you suggest yourself can do anything, so you can. This week is tough. I had a choir rehearsal for graduation preparation since about 3 weeks ago. Juga banyak rapat Passus dan OSIS. Then busy of doing school task, bentar lagi kan penjurusan kelas dua, tanggal 27 Mei. Haaa penjurusan, mimpi buruk deh (┌_┐). Dibilang takut, ya iya takut banget. Rasanya pelajaran SMA ini susah, and I still dont feel comfort here.
What I wanna share here really is, tentang ke-nggak-pinternya sekolahku ngatur jadwal. Bikin geregetan. Aku udah ikutan latian Padus buat persiapan kelulusan. Lagunya banyak, jadi harus dateng latian. Aku suka dress yang nanti dipake anak Padus, ungu corak batik. And I really wanna join the graduation. But, the statement that say "manusia bermimpi, tapi Tuhan yang memutuskan" terjadi ke aku. Ya, itu memang bener, tapi aku ga nyangka ngalamin bahkan di saat semuanya sempurna. Aku kira semua bakal berjalan lancar, karena aku udah hapal lagu-lagunya dan excited. Ternyata... God says Not this time. Beberapa hari lalu aku dapet kabar dari senior Passus, tanggal 24 Mei ada seleksi Paskib Kabupaten di Pemda. Anak Passus yang kelas 10 ikut semua. Dan tanggal 24 itu tanggal wisuda...
I mean WHAT?! Okey, aku udah nunggu seleksi Paskib itu sejak lama, pengen ikut. Tapi gak gini jugaaaaak (╥_╥) Kenapa harinya harus samaaa Ya Allaahhh :'( Aku pikir akhirnya latian Padusku percuma. Udah berharap tinggi ternyata gini. And of course I choose the selection! Kesempatan emas kayak gitu cuma sekali setahun. But still... HH. Aku jadi superkesel sama sekolah. Emangnya gak ada yang kroscek dulu apa kapan seleksi Paskib diadain? Heran, kenapa ga tanya ke Dinas sebelumnya. Gak smart, at all (˘_˘٥)
That's make me feel upset. I know, Life is full of choice, and you have to be ready when you required to select it one, just one. Yeah because you can't do a lot of things in a same time, rite? I think, gampang aja milihnya kalo pilihan itu yang satu membawa kebaikan, yang satu membawa keburukan. Kita pasti milih yang ngasih keuntungan buat kita kan? Orang normal pasti milih itu. But how if the one is good for us, while the other is also good? Keduanya sama-sama hal yang kita sukai dan terjadi dalam waktu yang sama. Even like that, we still have to choose! Oh, kejammmm -___-
Well, that's all. Pray for me please, I am on a little stress. Gotta study for the final exam. And wish me choose the best major, key? Pilihan pertama IPA, jelas, but then I think about Language major. Interesting too. So, dilema. And I face the choice again! Urgh ⌣́_⌣̀ See ya around! ^^
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